31 Aug 2014 00:03 | 14,753 notes | Reblog
"I stay up just late enough until I am just exhausted enough that I can fall into my bed and sink into immediate slumber. Because I can’t stand lying in a bed in a dark room alone with just my thoughts for so many hours and hours."

(via psych-facts)

30 Aug 2014 23:39 | 529,801 notes | Reblog


you never realize how boring your life is until someone asks what you like to do for fun.

30 Aug 2014 23:37 | 1 note | Reblog

developing a crush on someone kinda sucks

And a little exciting

09 Aug 2014 06:15 | 0 notes | Reblog

So one of my packages came yesterday

Sadly it was one that contained my heels
Not the one with my Xbox
USPS doesn’t know where that package is
And yes I was bummed about it
But then it hit me
My baby blanket is in that box
And yeah I’m 21 
Its not a security item anymore
But my grandmother that made me that blanket passed away in march
It is one of those irreplaceable items
And now it might begone
I didn’t sleep last night do to excitement
I cant sleep tonight due to anxiety that I lost that blanket forever
She passed away
Its something she made special for me
I just idk
My mom was talking about insurance on the package wondering if there was any and yeah an xbox is replaceable but that blanket

08 Aug 2014 16:19 | 1 note | Reblog

So my dad friend requested me on face book

So I went through his face book with curiosity month picture of me is one of his wedding photos I’m in
And the there is a couple I was cropped out of from when my brother was younger
There’s millions of pics of my brother and sister a ton that out date his face book by years
A bunch of family photos of him how psychotic cheating wife and my brother and sister
Its like I don’t exist
Idk why this surprises me
It shouldn’t
Idk why it hurts I should be use to it
I just idk I need to vent about it I guess
It sucks to know you mean nothing to someone how they can not care for you but your siblings can be important
I just idk

He can have his little family and life cause I’m so done with the emotional abuse and neglect I received from that monstrous bitch
He can stay with his whore of a life that treated his daughter like shit
He is the bone missing out cause he has only brought misery into my life so I really shouldn’t care or even give him the to,e of day anymore

He doesn’t deserve it
I’m just so lucky I have an amazing mother
And they will die miserable and alone
Because that’s what they deserve
I just hope they don’t fuck up those beautiful babies cause of it wasn’t for my mother is be one messed up individual

08 Aug 2014 07:19 | 0 notes | Reblog

my xbox is suppose to be here today

I use to game daily and havnt played in over 2 months

this is an exciting day

im gonna be rusty

im so excited

I am going to re beat bio shock infinite again today

and play resident evil like crazy

and and maybe some call of duty but i dont really feel like raging todayso idk maybe not

im just so excited

and the usps tracker says its in hemet now

how an i suppose to wait till mail come